The righteous and The wicked

2003-08-07T20:52:00.000-04:00

umm.. the one called existentialdeviation is messed up.
so here's the REAL one.
http://Iamapowerfree.blogspot.com

:D!!

2003-08-06T22:31:00.000-04:00

I changed my blog to: http://existentialdeviation.blogspot.com

so visit me here

2003-08-03T00:03:00.000-04:00

argh!!!

sorry all.. I didn't write in this for the longest time..

I was at Rockies, being lectured by "Charlie", who was our Korean guide, about Canada and its famous jerkies.
ANNOYING AS HELL!
I'm here to see the mountains, not jerkies!!! I don't care it is 100 percent meat!!! GEEZ!!

But on the way there was great, because we were on a train, fed well with gourmet food!
And it was BEAUTIFUL view.

I came back to just relax and write something, but then again, with my parents' tax money, they were doing constructions.
So we didn't have cables for 4 days. No TV, No internet...

it was a terrifying experience. I read a lot of books tho.

I went to a party today. it was a joint b-day party. Lisa and Juli, happy b-day.
I got them necklaces.... I don't know if they liked it or not. maybe I bought something too rare, so they don't like it so much... I tried
Good party tho. I didn't bring my swim suit cuzz it was raining, and I foolishly wore a white top so I couldn't even join the watergun fight...
But we watched sleepy hollow, starring the hottie Johnny Depp, and I LOVED IT! Some people said it's scripting was too naive, but I thought it was so tim burtonish. Everything was so tim burtonish and Johnny Deppish. and Don't I just LOVE that? I'm so in love with both of them. More Johnny tho, cause he is better looking. pirates of Carribean and Johnny Depp's hilariously adorable acting gave me heart throb. Sleepy hollow was gooooooood. but some people ddidn't like it. but I really don't care. boo them.

I think Jack white is kinda johnny deppish. He has really cool voice and he's comical. I like Jack White. He's so fat.
and his sister is weird looking.
But meh. they make good music.

bi.

2003-07-07T22:40:00.000-04:00

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

2003-07-05T23:47:00.000-04:00

I went to downtown to celebrate Canada's birthday.

My mom and I went together to have some fun in the vibrant city of Toronto.

I went and walked around in the queen's street for a bit, visiting Caban, silversnail, and Storm.. my fav stores.
But not buying anything particularly.

I gave some money to few homeless people who were sitting around, making jokes.
They are interesting.
Maybe, even though their homelessness is a big issue around, they are truly the hearts of the city.
I used to think Toronto was a crappy place but now I look at it again, it is earnestly beautiful.
Well... everything can be beautiful if you look at it that way.

Define Art for me.
If u take a pic of a person picking his nose, and u call it a piece of art, describing the beauty of the fingertips, nostril's movement, its nose hair, the man's facial expression and watever that comes to your mind, it is probably IS an art.
It's how you express it and perform it with ur tongue... you present it well so some smartass critics will approve and accept it.

I went there at around 6:30, and waited for the fireworks.
Shopped for some jewelleries.
Ate some fruits, some hotdogs, and we just hanged around

Street artists... I think they are the coolest, unless they suck
Purest form of entertainment.

Anyways... bibi

Music: nothing

2003-06-28T21:15:00.000-04:00

The captain made us hold hands.
He stood in the middle of the circle, and closed his eyes.
He lacked a leg.
He started talking to all of us in his grave voice.

"It is your job, soldiers. It is the only way to survive in this cold-hearted world. Nobody's on our side.
You are going out there, and you are going to give them everything you have.
You were born to bring pain and annoyance to this world; so do you job, and do it well, mates.
Suck that cursed crimson blood out of them. Insert your only weapon, poison, into their filthy bodies.
Into their legs, arms, feet, hands, backs, necks, or even their faces.
Now with our advanced technology, we can do more than just annoying them. Now we can KEEL THEM!
So it is YOUR job, fellas, to desease the world with your power.
Of course it is dangerous. They can kill us so easily, 80% of us will die over this mission.
We were slaves, lads.
We asked for their mercy, begged for just enough food to fill our stomach.
They laughed at our requests. They pulled out their weapons and they killed us.
For what? They already have plenty of it, why are they being so greedy?
most of us probably faced your beloved ones' death; bloody bodies of our lovers, mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, and friends.
Do we really deserve filthy and unhonourable death?
So we unite and we will bother our enemies till the moment all of us are respected as rightful beings.
WE WILL FINISH THIS MISSION: DOMINATION OF THE ENTIRE WORLD.
Remember this, lads. NOBODY LOVES U. THEY HATE YOU AND THEY WANT TO KILL YOU.
good luck, soldiers."

He opened his eyes, he stared at me and he flew away.
SWAT!

a magazine killed the loyal. A girl smashed him into pieces. VIOLENCE! I said to myself.
"I will make her suffer for what she has done!!"
Then I buzzed away.

....

GAD, I HATE MOSQUITOES!

Celine's Music Statue: I like dirt- Rhcp

2003-06-26T20:31:00.000-04:00

hahahahahahaha!!!

thanks to all those blabber mouths, now I know who dies in harry potter book. EVERYBODY is talking about Sirius, the most beloved man, is going to die. STOP TELLING ME THESE THINGS!
I didn't have much chance to actually sit down and read the entire book. so I only read about 150 pages.
I love sirius... why must he die? WHY!?!?

Don't tell me HOW he dies. If u do, I'll KEEEL u.

Party was fun.
I hope all the guests had fun too. Thanks for coming, in case I didn't mention.
The party was for classics seniors and few gr.9ers, so I apologize for not inviting some of my most beloved friends.

aww... chris felt sick in the middle of the party.. it was... well.. funny.
Just because even though he felt uncomfortable, he ate almost all of the nachos and salsa sauce. He was sick so he fell onto the couch... and grunted... we took pics of him being sick... it was really sad... but also tinsy bit funny...
yes I know, I enjoy other's suffering... yes I know I'm an evil person.... but... it's in my nature! I can't change my self now!

Raymond ran to my house from his. he was all sweaty.
He thinks my sis is "jokes"... whatever that means.
Tom ran here as well. First thing he said to me was "I want liquid now!"... what happened to carpooling dealie?

Daniel brought me the first cla6 club sign up sheet. I was the first member to join this year, and somehow, I apparently misunderstood a simple instruction. foolish me. On the sheet, Dan wrote: name email address. And I thought he asked me to write my name, email address, and my home address in case he felt like stalking me. Yes. I feel stoooopid. I was the only who wrote email address, and also my home address to make sure he had every possible ways to contact me. I wasn't high or anything. I was just mindless. Daniel brought that cursed piece of paper to me so I could treasure it forever. I thought of burning it, but then I thought, heck with it. I am stupid and mindless and so what? I'll treasure it till my dying day to show that I'm truly proud to be dumb and also dumberer. Anyways, that was terrifying... Daniel also put a bracket around it so it was clear that he only wanted email-address. Not where we sleep.

Gilbert is a very funny guy. he is a very funny guy. srry. I felt like repeating myself.
and his Cellphone?! HOLY CRAP! it is the most ravishing thing ever.
My dog wanted to bite his nose off. aww... my dog is adorable...hehe.
My mom was scared of Gilbert cuz he was such a big guy and he was all black. He looked like MIB.
But I think Gilbert can still steal her. Raymond and Gilbert were impressed by my mom's obssessive neatness, and how she decided to cut off great leafy part of every strawberries.

Puiyan , Tamara, and alysha were following my dog everywhere.
My dog was soooo tired that day, she fell asleep as soon as everybody left.

Hulk was a crappy movie.

nite all.

Music: Stain- Nirvana

2003-06-24T22:32:00.000-04:00

IT IS SO HOT OUTSIDE!!!
I¡¯m gonna melt under the sun! damn u, sun!

I had to go out to play some tennis today, which was nothing but a torture.

I'm supposed to play a game with 3 young boys at 4 pm, but then my parents were mad at me so I had to do spring cleaning, therefore I had to go there at 5 pm, which caused me to be late and miss the game, and my coach, Mike Neuber, who is usually a nice guy, was mad at me.

wow, talk about run-on sentences eh?..

However, I had to stay in the clubhouse for another hour to catch a lesson at 6 pm.
On the court, I almost died. I was fried under the hot burning sun and the sweaty air.
I missed so many balls and I almost tripped over my own feet. I didn't have time to put sunscreen on, so I had to stand there, frying. Terrifying. It feels like August.
GAD! and I met couple of my friends right after my lesson at Rogers, and i was embarrassed becuz I looked like a santa clause.
Then I thought, why did I feel embarrassed? who cares? honestly!
I guess I'm a socially developed animal who cares what others think... oi... but anti-social attitude isn't always the way. You will lose if u choose to close urself up in a cage.
meh, watever.

All ready for the big party tommorow.
It will be great.

Ya.. that's about it... my days are boring.
that's y I don't like summer breaks too much... I feel like learning, but, there's no school...
I think I'm gonna go around, play X BOX now... lol... too much gaming.. my eyes are gonna pop out of its socket sooner or later.
.. geez... I'm getting violent...
bi all

Music- around the world-RHCP!

2003-06-22T21:19:00.000-04:00

celine
Magic Number	12
Job	Porn Star
Personality	Rainy Day
Temperament	Steely
Sexual	Just Say No
Likely To Win	A Swimming Badge
Me - In A Word	Beautiful
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack

This is so weird.
Try urs..

2003-06-22T20:06:00.000-04:00

salvete!

I haven't blogged for awhile, and I know it can only mean the fact that I'm getting lazier than before.

Nothing interesting is happening to my life, that might be the reason.

I am constantly reading mangas,
studying English as well as French,
and playing X BOX.

We have 11 games in total.
we bought it less than a month ago.
How can this be possible?
well, u should realize that my dad is one of those typical guys who go NUTS over shining accomplishments of computer technology.
So, he wants MORE!! AND MORE!!
Kinda scary, but I'm used to it. He is a big spaz. he goes out, and he buys 4 games from EB, electronic Boutique. The owner knows my sis and my dad very well, cuz they are always drooling over cheap driving games. $19.99

I found out it prob is almost impossible for me to go to NY. meh, I kinda guessed that.

Pui came over and we had fun playing with binary. We learned to write our names in binary.

A-01000001
B-01000010
C-01000011
D-01000101
F-01000110
G-01000111
H-01001000
I-01001001
J-01001010
K-01001011
L-01001100
M-01001101
N-01001110
O-01001111
P-01010000
Q-01010001
R-01010010
S-01010011
T-01010100
U-01010101
V-01010110
W-01010111
X-01011000
Y-01011001
Z-01011010

I bet you could figure out the intersting pattern from these numbers.
Play with them and go hereto check if u are making sense.
We wrote all kinds of quotes in binary and we were extremely amused by these codes for at least an hour or so.
We wrote CELINE, PUIYAN, MY PARENTS ARE DEMONS, ALEA IACET EST, and VENI VIDI VICI.
Caesar, I love u forever.
We are couple of weirdos... lol

Then we went to tim's to buy some ice capp.
We were joking around in latin, laughing at jokes only classical person can understand.
it was FUNNY! nobody else could understand our lame jokes.

Carpe Jugulum (Seize the throat)

We together scared Daniel to death.
This is how our long story went.
Mr.Man is Daniel, and Hypocrisy is me/pui

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:19 AM so what are you two up to over there

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:19 AM hanging

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:19 AM by our necks

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:19 AM haha...
uh oh

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:20 AM I know. : )

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:20 AM maybe you guys should find something else to
do that doesn't involve that

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:22 AM fine now we'll torture the dog

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:22 AM what the?
don't do that to the dog...
i didn't know you have a dog

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:22 AM Celine owns a dog

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:22 AM its the cutest thing on the planet and now it
will die!!!!!SUFFER!!!!

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:23 AM ok...
don't let me stop you

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:23 AM lol u can never stop us. we r emperors.

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:23 AM uhhh... i'll let you believe that if you want

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:23 AM empresses, celine, empresses
pui

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:24 AM yeah... i'll just pretend like that's true

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:24 AM but it IS true. MWAHAHAHAHA!!
u can't say no to the truth. it is plainly
seen

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:25 AM uh huh...
i'll deny it to the bitter end

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:25 AM and a bitter end it will be

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:25 AM i guess it will be

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:26 AM the sun darkened and the moon red as blood...

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:26 AM uh oh...
do i even dare ask where this is going

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:26 AM armageddon

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:26 AM right...
that's always a pleasant sight

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:26 AM !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:27 AM how fun...

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:27 AM we know.
yes indeed.FUNNNNN!!!!!!!
EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:28 AM oy indeed

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:28 AM oy vey indeed

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:28 AM i didn't say oy vey...
i only said oy

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:29 AM yeah we added the vey. it gives ...taste, dont
you think?

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:30 AM a little...
but only a little

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:30 AM to the connoiseur's tongue, a burst of subtle
flavor...

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:31 AM except i'm no connoiseur

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:31 AM you can be one...just believe in the end of
the world...the sweet tang of death...the
smell of blood...carpe jugulum.

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:35 AM uhhhh... i think i'll pass for no

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:35 AM *now

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:35 AM srry... while I was out, pui was determined to
scare u to death.

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:36 AM i dont want him dead, i want him to JOIN
ME!!!!!

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:37 AM uhhh... o dear

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:38 AM yeah i went vampire over this last week

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:38 AM sounds like... uhhhh... lots of fun

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:38 AM not me(celine) tho... until.... NOW!!!
ARGHARGHARGH!!!
GET HER AWAY FROM ME!!!
ARGHARGH!!!

..............
MWAHAHAHAHA!!
BLOOD!!

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:39 AM maybe i should just leave you two alone to
whatever it is you guys are doing

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:40 AM not doing nething, except plotting our
domination of the entire world...and the
universe!!!!!!

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:40 AM wow...
sounds like you got a full day of fun ahead of
you

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:41 AM alea iacet est

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:41 AM if i knew latin i'm sure i could translate
that

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:45 AM the die is cast
dammit!!!

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:45 AM right
how the hell was i supposed to know that

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:47 AM you watched emperors club didnt u?

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:47 AM yeah i did...
so ...

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:48 AM so that phrase was dropped like seventeen
times inthe movie

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:48 AM i don't remember EVERYTHIGN from that movie

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:48 AM right... still dont' remember it

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:48 AM short term memory there

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:49 AM very short term...
but i do remember the kid who didn't wash his
hands after using the toilet

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:49 AM u have a dirty dirty mind

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:49 AM why?
he's the dirty kid

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:50 AM that is the detail that sticks in your mind
from the entire movie?

Mr. Man 6/22/200 11:50 AM yep
what a dirty little kid

Hypocrisy 6/22/200 11:53 AM ... u r like a fish.
2 seconds memory
attention span of a moth.

Bye Bye!!!

2003-06-18T23:06:00.000-04:00

I'm getting worse and worse at blogging....

I should talk about the end of the year party at Katie's.

there was a pool there, and I didn't have a swimsuit because it was a last minute thing.
So I had to borrow Jenn's black shirt and her shorts.
and I swam. In those uncomfy cloths, I swam all over.
The pool was wonderful and I was enjoying it... until stupid douglas attacked me with his water gun...
and I had a funny incident with my cloths, but I don't think I should state it here considering the fact that some of the readers are guys.
The hotdog was tasty, and icecreams were sweet.
We sat around afterwards and we listened to some music.
lisa and I were banging our heads to White stripes. Lisa! Whitestripes all da way!
and also our lady peace. we banged our heads hard.
Then we went into play X BOX.
Soon, we all got together and watched Jackass the movie.
IT WAS PAINFUL!!!! WHY THEY HELL DO THEY DO THINGS LIKE THAT!?!?!?
IT WAS GROSSSSS AND I HATED IT!!! I CAN"T BELIVE THERE WERE SOME BASTARDS WHO LAUGH AT THOSE CRAP!!!
I WASTED MY EYES!!!
ARGH!!!
ok. I'm settled.
then we played more X BOX and we went off to our homes.
It was fun. I would have had more fun if only my feet weren't hurting so much!!

nite all

Music: nothing

2003-06-18T00:25:00.000-04:00

O, just a note.

I went to an end-of-a-year party... party full of gr.9 gifties.
It was fun.
We swam and jumped all over the place.

Chris got a digital camera for the fathersday...
I think he is so lucky.

2003-06-18T00:16:00.001-04:00

Last post was the worst one ever. I hate that post... no plot, no mystery, no fun.
man.

Today was my last day.

Mr. Jull was so weird. I could not breathe.
He is such a strange guy and he asks strangest questions. weird... plain weird...
I was struck hard by this weird teacher and I was stunned for the rest of the day.
What the heck...

I was kinda glad the skool was over but at the same time I was sad to say bibi to some of the people.
like Brian commented, C'est la vie.
I'll miss ya brian. MDHS loves u as much as u love her.
I'm not sure about Avril Lavign tho. I don't like her. She is so... I'm not gonna say anything.

I GET TO SLEEP LATE TOMMOROW!
O SLEEP, HOW I DOTE THEE?
HOW DO I LAY MY LOVING EYES ON THEE?
THY LOVING FLOW'RY BED, I ADORE.
O SLEEP, HOW I LOVE THEE?

nite all.

Music: In constant sorrow- o brother where art thou

2003-06-18T00:16:00.000-04:00

2003-06-16T23:11:00.000-04:00

I am tired!! argh!!

o ya, devin, I forgot to mention, was my date for the music banquet.
nuff said.
thanks, devin.

Ha. this was my second last day of the skool.
I'm glad to be out of skool.

My dad doesn't think I take the world seriously.
he doesn't think I look at high skool as an academic experience but more like social experience.
lol oy vey. it probably is true.

yes. my pornstar look was supposed to be called as a charismatic look... Lisa messed it up.

It was nice day out today. Chien, Chris Charlton, Tom, and I skipped our last classes and we just sat around outside.
Funny. I met Chris Charleton for the first time and he was a really good guy. Funny guy too.
I wish I could know more about him, but it's really a shame the year is over and I'll never get to know him too well.
unless I follow him to the big apple anime fest.

I wanna go!!!!
I wanna go to thebig apple anime fest!!
Yet there are some problems following this issue.

1. we'll have to get there by driving on Chris's car. Which will make my parents nervous.
2. apparently for now it is nobody else but 3 senior guys and me. well, it's a minor problem. my parents trust me and them.
3. I'm too young.
4. NY is a very dangerous place- quoted by my mom

ya. but I want to go. definitely.
I'll beg and beg and beg till my mom changes her mind. it is easy to play with my dad's mind, but mom's... hard. very hard.

nite all

Music: Kill you- EMINEM. woah.. too much profanities.

2003-06-14T19:03:00.000-04:00

I wrote a post. and it was gone.
It wasn't published...

All I was going to say was:

I made it!
I'm the one!
I'm Neo!
I'm Anakin Skywalker!
I'm the one!
I win!

I'm the archivist of 2003~2004 classics exec.

Now I have to write a bit about my night at the music banquet.

It was the best night of my life.

Julie and Chris M, and other "coolsters"!! U guys r the greatest!
thank u for shaking "it" with me!
"breakfast...IN BED!"- o Lisa, love ya foreva.
Matt, u look so cool in that bowler hat!
Courtney! I like ur dress. it looks... funny!! lol jk
BREAK IT DOWN, BABY!

Mike!
thanks for the lovely dance. U r amazing.

TOM!!
ARGH!!!
He is one skilled dancer.
yes. I have to confirm, for the record, that even though
we slow danced,
we danced "ruthlessly" together to the "dirty break beat",
and we held hands like lovers,
we r NOT dating.
no questions need to be asked.
but I have to say, tom, u r the greatest and I love u forever ever and ever.
I'll miss u so much, it won't be funny.
Even tho I truly love this "white" specimen who loves to wear pukey, lemony, sickening yellow, I repeat, for the record. "we r NOT dating"
Don't forget me. Visit me.

CHIEN!!!!
You are one fine red-shirted monk!
I'll remember u singing off-key to the song to my ears... watever the song was.
I'll remember u dancing ur butt off.
I'll remember u moving ur feet at the wrong beat.
I'll remember us dancing like grannies.
I'll remember u shaking me all over because I said ur slow dancing sucks.
I'll remeber u and everything we did together.
I'll miss u. Love ya forever! Don't forget me and u better chaperon us at conference and visit us. or I'll kill u. I mean it.

2003-06-09T19:48:00.000-04:00

I'm gonna burn myself a cd with 3 dollors.
Ian is known as the greatest cd burner in gr.9 world.
I trust him and his abilities.

Here's the list of music I'm thinking of getting.

Hallelujah- shrek
Say it ain't so- weezer
bandages- hothotheat
tonight tonight-smashing pumpkins
One more cup of coffee- white stripes
Rock ur body- Justin timberlake
Swing Swing- American rejects(?)
One love- Bob marley
I got feeling thast we are gonna be friends- White stripes
I am a man in a sorrow- O brother where art thou?
Simple kind of life- No doubt
Underneath it all- No doubt
precious illusions-
Hailey's song- EMINEM
Brother down- Sam Roberts
Bohemian Rhapsody- Queen
Wherever u will go- The calling
Somewhere out there- Our lady peace
Sweet jane-Natural born Killer soundtrack
Perfect day- Trainspotting soundtrack
Scarborough fair- Simon and Galfunkel
Born to Rust- Iggy Pop
She¡¯s gone- Black Sabbat
Deny- Default
Hey Jude- Beatles
Still haven¡¯t found what I¡¯m looking for- U2
Yellow- Coldplay
Hotel California- Eagles
Don¡¯t believe it all- treble charger
Beautiful stranger/ music- Madonna
Falling- Alicia Keys
Life- Our lady peace
Innocent- Our lady peace
Black Black heart- David Usher
Give up the grudge- Good charlotte
Tango shoes- Bif naked

And some classical music, and operas maybe. Mozart¡¯s operas... They r so good.

Plz tell me what songs I¡¯m missing.
Comment on the songs.
Recommend some good songs.

2003-06-08T00:40:00.000-04:00

I just watched a gay movie.
Not a BAD movie, but .. gay movie. where the topic is homosexuality.

It was called Pricilla. I'm not sure if it is spelled correctly.

Guy pearce was on it. he was HILARIOUS!!! He is so cool!
and Agent Smith from Matrix....

I never knew Smith had such a dazzling past.. don't u think?

it's about 3 gays. I swear to u. it is gonna be AMAZING!!!!!

it is rated R because of a part where this asian girl does something gross.
I dunno what she does cuz I closed my eyes when my mom told me to.

but.. considering the scenes I watched, IT WAS MOST ARTISTIC AND HILARIOUS MOVIE EVER!

..... Wait... has anyone seen it?
.... Is there anyone out there homophobic? then forget this movie. and forgive me for dedicating my whole post on this gay movie.
Don't watch it if u r homophobic. Nothing gross, but just a bit.. pro-gay, if u would say... I dunno. ARTISTICALLY AMAZING. That's all I'll say.

Celine's music Statue: As long as you love me- BACKSTREET BOYS!! YA!!! U GUYS RULE!!
............................................................................... I feel like a total loser. I used to be a big fan of theirs. My painful past stories..

2003-06-04T21:06:00.000-04:00

So our cafe lady doesn't speak english well.
I understand that part.
but since when $5.00 minus $3.25 is $3.75?
Is there anyone who do math around here?

I bought a milk and a garlic bread. The price was 3.25 dollors. I gave her 5 dollor bill. She checked if it was a fake money I got from a drug dealer under the blue light. I wonder how those ladies figure out if it was real or not just by putting a 5 dollor bill under blue light. To be honest, nobody makes fake 5 dollor bills. they make fake 50 or 200 dollor bills. They might make 20 dollor bills but not too many of them make fake 5 dollor bills. Why waste paper?

Anyways she took my 5 dollor bill and she handed 3.75 dollor back. I thought about saying something but Vera, my evil alter-ego, whispered to me: just take the damn money.

So I did. but I feel guilty now. but I also feel like I cheated her.
I should have said something.
But still. If you want to work as a cashier, DO SOME GODDAMN MATH!
"Me no speak english" doesn't work when it comes down to numbers! that's y some people who don't speak English, are still good at numbers.

2003-06-03T23:02:00.000-04:00

I have to blog... People tell me to blog EVERYDAY.. but even tho I'm just gr.9, it doesn't mean I'm a very relaxed girl who does nothing but blogging.

My sis and had this little game while folding some underwears.

sis: look Celine, guess which hand I have ur socks in?
Me: right.
sis: urs right? or my right?
Me: mine.
sis: (throws the socks with her right hand) we'll try again.
Me: right.
sis: (throws the socks with her right hand) we'll try again.
Me: right.
sis: (throws the socks with her right hand) we'll try again.
Me: right.
........
(went on for 16 times. I counted)
sis: DAMN U!

... if she switched it to left hand, I would have lost this game. but she didn't. She had it in her right hand for the whole time. Which was weird. I think this game is one of the most psychologically affective game ever created. It is hilarious how people's mind works.

I have such a lovely relationship with my sis.
not that I want to break her neck sometimes.

My biggest threat towards Ivonne who took my jack in the game of ratscrew was "U'll die ONE DAY!!" everybody laughed.
Seriously... the revenge can be done by death, everyone's eventual death. Death conquers all. Meh. Life is still good.

nite all.

Music statue: nothing. too busy working.

2003-06-02T21:39:00.000-04:00

ARGH!!

I don't blog as often any more.. I'll fix my attitude. apologies to people who have been seeing the not updated blog by Celine, the chaos.

I know.. I think my life IS full of chaos.. I lose everything, and I always get in some kind of trouble..
Have anyone read the book "children of Chaos"? it is a good book, but I'm afraid my kids will become one of them..

I'm wondering if I should go to BIGAPPLEANIMEFEST... I think it is gonna be incredible, yet, it might be a bit dangerous.
O well.. Gilbert will kidnap me safely.
My dad is excited to send me away, while my mom has some doubts. but she'll change her mind. she isn't like one of those psychotic asian parents.

I'm obviously going to CNAnime... It is gonna be amazing.

Gilbert is an amazing driver. And I am an amazing driver.

I bought X box! it is so much better than our crummy old Nintendo64.

My latin summ story is going very well. but I think I 'll never make it to 40 pages. I think Tom is totally crazy. I mean, literally.He must have extremely long interest span. unbelieveable

nighty night. lol..

Celine's music statue: nothing but I ran through white stripes just now.

2003-05-27T21:53:00.000-04:00

: )

I took Greg Charlton's phone.. ACCIDENTLY!!! I really didn't mean to... I just talked about his phone as I was playing with it, and my mom came, so I just kinda shoved it into my bag... I didn't mean to steal.. I feel like theif.. my guilt will disappear tommorow tho. It was weird and funny. I was stunned and I didn't realized until I thought.. y is my hand bag so heavy? and he called me rite that moment.. blood chiling moment..

In Korean, an apricot is "Sal Goo".
"Sal" means kill.
"Goo" means dog.

basically, apricots can kill a dog.

My mom almost killed my dog. she fed her a bit of apricot and she started to choke bubbles and twisted harshly.
She was dying.
I was at skool, so I had no idea.
My mom saved her by giving her some salt water and making her throw up.
I couldn't believe it happened.
I'll never have regrets again. I'll be sweet to her.
I'll be nice to her.
I'll kiss her and hug her...

man... my mom can be so clueless.

Y are some people so mean?
They rn't just being mean to u for a reason, but they r just mean to u becuz they r just insensitive and mean in nature.
When I say hi, I want to get a single wave back. I'm not asking them to be my bestest friend. I'm not asking them for ne favours!
HONESTLY! I can't even blame them becuz it is just the way they r!! ARGH!

O.. my sister was being a VERY naughty girl.
She was bragging about herself, saying a very inappropriate word... "D" word, to be specific, to this boy she didn't like.
My mom was SOOOO mad, she said only the girls on the street would say such word. I mean!! she is in gr.6!!! when I was in gr.6, I knew nothing!! I was a pure little girl with innocent eyes!!! CAN U IMAGINE!?!?

well, she got in hell alot of trouble. I have to admit, I snickered.
HA!
That's wat u get for mocking ur sis all the time!!

nite!

Celine's music statue: Enrique Iglesias...- Hero..
man....

2003-05-24T22:59:00.000-04:00

I just wrote the whole goddamn blog. and it was the longest blog ever. and my fricking comp just shuts down on me.

ARGHARGHARGH!!!
I'll just go through it quickly

By the strong demand of my naive sis, I just watched Bruce almighty. no plot, but it was funny.
Gad, I love that guy.

but I wanted to watch Down with love: Ewan Mcgregor is the cutest actor ever! and he is that famous OBIWAN KENOBI! he is the coolest.

DANIEL! I think the carrot-dan I drew is the best portrait. EVERYBODY agrees it looks EXACTLY like you! man.. did I truly draw this masterpiece? I'm full of talents even I'm jealous of myself. I think others should be too. lol.. dave-steve and mr.mclaren agreed that it was a masterpiece and looked exactly like daniel. It surely is a compliment... I mean, look at that handsome and fresh carrot!!

tom...I was thinking about a pair of cute glasses on your escargot-self. I thought I might put a leafed-crown on you just because of the fact that you are referred as the last emperor of Julio-Claudian dynasty. Your life isn't too ugly and vulgar considering the sweet and juicy taste of escargot. jokes.

Mr.Mclaren pointed out that I should have drawn our divine Christopher as a darling puppy. Not because of his biatchy self(wink wink), but because, if examine his name carefully, the word "chien", in french, means a loyal friend of men, DOG.
I was stunned. My jaw dropped. My nails started dancing (can nails dance..?) and I started to laugh.
I thought I would laugh at him for this, but he wasn't at school because of his spa appointment before his magical prom night. what a shame.

O, I hope u oldies' prom was great!

I O U, Mike!

Good night to all.

Celine's music statue: I like dirt-rhcp
Yes I'm back together with them. I love them more after this huge mental obstacle we went through.
and their will to take off their cloths to their bare butt, I can defend it forever. They want to express themselves!! they want to live their lives! they want to get out of this dull, sick, dirty, painful, tearjerking civilization! they want to be like wild animals!!
I can defend them forever. I'll jump in and save them from the bullet like what Costner did too Huston. I hate that movie.

nite again

2003-05-22T22:41:00.000-04:00

I just had a lovely nap...
I had to do my Geog scrapbook until 3 am last night.
I didn't care much to start earlier.
I went to Anime convention
I went to watch Matrix.
and I didn't bring my damn bag over the weekend.

... I had to pay for the consequences.

I'm running for archivist and that's final. gratias ago for all your advices, people.

I'm so glad we r having our last movie night of the year!!! I thank all who worked on those stubborn heads!!

My life is getting more complicated... too much friendships and relationships stuffs... also those damn summatives... I'm getting tired and realising more clearly everyday: this is highschool and U ain't special.

I thought about my future... I'll study politics, and I'll try to go into the media field.
But if I'm lucky enough to marry a millionaire, I'll direct movies or plays or musicals...
but when I'm older, I'll teach.

arrogant punks... FINE!!! WIPE ME OFF FROM THE DAMN MOVIE NIGHT GUEST BOOK!!!
I DON'T THINK I CARE!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Wait.. I think I care... I do care... plz don't do it.

Y would somebody skip to get ready for the prom?
and this somebody is a guy too... wat do guys do?
No spas
No makeups
No hairdos
There's absolutely no reason to skip...

g2g and study for my math test... night, all.

2003-05-21T22:04:00.000-04:00

ARGH!
I still can't decide wat I should run for in classics...

so I decided to have a voting session.

out of:

Secretary/treasurer
Archivist
Competition chair

which one would fit me the most?

I won't listen to you in a complete and blind manner but I'll just take them as advices. feel free to comment.

2003-05-19T21:30:00.000-04:00

o ya.. I forgot to mention

there's a saying in Korea

"A man should only cry three times throughout his life:
when your parents die
when you lose your country
and when your lover leaves."

I dunno. it is little weird. guy r allowed to express themselves.

I think guys should cry over good movies...

2003-05-19T21:24:00.000-04:00

Hi to all..

Eating Gherkins... they r GOOD.

Today, on Monday, I woke up and said to myself: "Celine, u REALLY REALLY REALLY have to work on that damn geo summative"
I felt fresh and workable, so I decided to finish it today. I brushed my teeth, got changed to workable cloth, brushed my hair and put on my contact. I went out and bought a fresh package of printing paper and I sat down to work. Then I thought.. now where's my bag and my binder and my pencil case and my rough work and my text book?

I'll tell u what happened... I left it at school... My stupidity is on top of everyone's head.

Listening to Queen... I think they must be genius's.. amazing melodies... who can't deny their talent?
too bad Mr.Mercury was gay and is dead...

Celine: mom. I don't have my backpack here
mom: y not?
Celine: cuz I was being stupid
mom: wat do you mean?
Celine: I left it at skool
mom: wat?
Celine: I left it at skool!
mom: wat r u talking about?
Celine: MY BAG!
mom: so? wat's up with it?
Celine: I left it at the skool
mom: u did? wat did u leave at the skool?
Celine:.... my bag, mom
mom: Celine, try to be more clear when u are talking to me.

....

My puppy is SOOOOOOOO fricking loud!!!!! WHY THE HELL CAN'T SHE QUITE DOWN?!?!?!
I understand there is a big hunky dog out there.
I understand there is a big garbage man standing there.
I understand there are spirits creepin in this house
I understand you need some food.
I understand u gotta piss.
I understand u are thirsty.
I understand your tails are hurting cuz u wagged it too much.
I understand you are throat is hurting from barking so..
JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!

... she is cute most of the times tho...

bi bi

Celine's music statue: fat bottomed girls- Queen

2003-05-18T22:58:00.000-04:00

Hey

I hope people appriciate my new-and-extra-girly blog!
cuz I feel like.. I'm a real...... u know wat I mean..

o ya, I included the comment boxes. so feel free to comment. But don't heckle.

My granny died. I feel sick I was a bit annoyed by her just with her last phone call.
My daddy mommy and I cried... my sis was out with her friends, watching fireworks...
My daddy went to the funeral in Korea.. he just left.

I dunno... now I meet up with death, yet it doesn't scare me.. it just haunts me. I need to talk to someone badly.
terrifying experience.. brings me up some regrets..
y the hell didn't I talk to her a bit longer on the last phone call?
y the hell didn't I bother saying much?
y the hell didn't I tell her that I love her while I could?

then I think about the golden rule..."srry, u can't bring back the past."
the golden rule is making my eyes wet and drippy.

O ya, Anime convention was great. I loved it. so much fun!! loved it!! thanks to all who bothered to company me!! and I thank our driver and our chaperon. and I promise I'll learn table manner and I'll try not to bop my head to the music. o ya, Gilbert is cool. he has the good taste in music: unlike some others..(cough cough)
Amazing arts there. I was really impressed by the amateurs' skills!

Matrix reloaded was good. interesting stuff! the guy who created must be a genius.. or something like it.

Before we headed to anime convention, I, pui, and our chaperon were having a good match of sword fight. It got all scary and fancy and very dangerous, so I suggested stopping. Before my words fell out of my lips, my favorite girlfriend, Puiyan, WHACKED me with her "dagger" and gave me a big red bruise on my forehead. It actually started bloating up the morning after. Thanks pui, I'll remember you everyday, looking at my bruise, even after you are murdered by an unknown avenger creeping up from the darkness, or a mysterious girl with a wooden dagger.

I should do my geo summative... too much summative.. now I wish there was just some exams instead of summatives.

night all.

Celine's Music Statue: In the cold cold night- redstripes

2003-05-15T23:24:00.000-04:00

srry everyone.. I don't have time to blog now adays.. too much summatives and my mom thinks I should do thing that are more productive...

excited for Anime con... but also excited for Matrix and Equilibrium(tues!)

My french isn't going well.. I am still lost... Annia doesn't know how to explain these rules.. straight forward..

Just bought brand new white stripes cd! it is good! and funny. I recommend for everyone.. but bf you go out to by their's, buy RHCP!

I'm bak together with rhcp..
and they support bob marley

g2g!! nite!

2003-05-12T23:15:00.000-04:00

.... I'm not allowed to chat... again.. My parents think I'm addicted.. but I really am not.
Now this is the only way to communicate with outside world...

DANIEL!! WELCOME TO OUR FAMILY OF BLOGS!! Apparantly you had it for quite a long time.. how come u didn't tell me? huh? huh?

Summatives are coming.. I have to do this crazy geography scrapbook... and I only have 1 page done out of 12... it is due next week.. I'm screwed!!

RAYMOND is here! horray! This is great. He is always so big and supportive. : ) : ) : )

The year is heading towards the end... I'm worried.. When all the seniors are gone.. who's there to lead us? SEAN AND CHEN!! ... is there any seniors? NOPE! What is going to happen to our classics club?
hmm... I guess it is the job for...doo doo doo loo doo doo doo loo....SPIDERMAN!!

.. srry.. I'm in a lame mood.

I'm doin my 3 weeks late french assignment.. God... I should be more organized.

My gym summative sucked. I think I'm gonna fail gym. well... not literally but it sure is bringing me down.

Someone plz explain this to me.. why is me saying "OUTRAGEOUS!" "Rip-off" and "they are all bitches" funny? I don't see any thing funny. and oya, chris, I still have that name tag sticker you gave me saying "CELINE!"... u r a bit strange... you laugh at everything and you embarrassed me cuz u called my name SOOOOO loud...my friends think I'm weird....

nite all, Celine

CEline's music statue: nothing

2003-05-10T22:11:00.000-04:00

I listened ALL of my rhcp cds, top to bottom, all day.

DID I get sick of it? YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! ARGH!!!

I can't believe this! I was disgraceful! I offended those beautiful beings!! I can't be sick of them! they are gods!! They are BEAUTIFUL!
I thought I would NEVER get sick of them.. BUT I DID!! ARGHARGHARGH!!!

I'll just have some break... then my surging urges for Anthony's voice will come back!!!

I watched Spirited Away... AMAZING. Stunning and imaginitive. Miyazaki's movies are all good. One of the biggest name in Anime.
And I think Haku is one of the coolest charactor ever. I'm embarrassed to think an Anime chractor as being cute, but I have to admit, HE IS CUTE!

Well, I watched "the interview with the Vampire" and it was ok. It was worth watching famous and pretty actors, but the story line was so-so. It gave me some chills when young "Clodia" kept the beautiful girl's body, and left it to rot... That's just disturbing. I told you, I don't like the idea of keeping the dead... Lives are there to be destroyed, Bodies are there to rot, and return to soil. No matter how scared you are, it has to happen. The cycle has to go on. Don't try to stop the Earth from spinning.

But that doesn't mean our lives are pointless. It is what you do with the time that was given to you. Don't waste your life, talking about life and how worthless it is and sh*t. Do what you are given to do, and Don't blame the cycle. You deserve so called "worthless" lives. So, don't act smart and PLEASE live happily... Suicide is stupid.

3 people.. I repeat, 3 people, my friends, my close friends, told me I looked like Rei of Eva and I should die my hair in blue.
Sorry everyone, but I'm scared of Rei and I don't even think it would look good in big fat dodge of blue above my round face. I have a very circular face. I couldn't believe that 3 people, at different timing and different location suggested this crazy idea. Man. I'll think about it if 1 more person suggest it... I doubt it though. Geez. I'm never changing my hair again.. especially to one of anime's charactor's hair style. I didn't mean to make it like Rei's.

O ya, and I was curiously offended with my background by this man on friday. I don't think he liked me in the first place. But he said something about me and going back to where I came from, Korea. But in somewhat offensive way. Everybody was shocked and was laughing, but I missed it unfortunately. I'm quite hurt by this person who doesn't have much likeness in me apparantly. I like his brother though. He was nice at the conference. Nobody told me what whole dealie was and I'm anxious to know. Man... And he called me a fob for wearing a skirt over my jeans... I hate that. and so did one of his friends who is one of the most monsterous emperor who STARTED the Great Fire in Rome in the condamned year of 64AD... They think I'm fobby, and I'm stunned. I was never called as a fob becuz even though I'm technically a fob, I don't hangaround with other fobs, I try not to wear fob cloths, and most sincerly, the style I, emphases on I, developed, the one where you wear a cute skirt over your a bit baggy jeans, is actually from Paris, the street musicians' style. IT ISN'T FROM FOB MAGAZINES! I developed it last summer, when I went to this beautiful city and got inspiration from this lovely girl who wore layers of skirts on top of her raggy jeans. She looked beautiful and full of free spirit. SO DON'T YOU DARE DARE DARE TO CALL ME FOB AGAIN. OR THE SLAUGHTER WILL BEGIN.
you can call me a fob, but in the meaning of FABULOUS ORIENTAL BEING. I accept that with a big fat smile saying "yesh, that's rite"

jokes jokes!

To some of you white guys out there! You won't believe how harsh and stressing it is for an asian girl to live in the world of white people, especially when they are there to notice your darker skin, fake smiling! We will die as poor sad minorities unless we follow your ways! But it really isn't ur fault.. You guys won and we lost, historically! It's that simple. It is ALL history! HISTORY IS EVERYTHING.

I love history... And Chinese history is amazingly interesting. In some parts, more beautiful than western history.

Goodnite. I think I talked too much.

Celine's music Statue: Coldplay: Green eyes... like I said, tired of rhcp!

2003-05-08T21:23:00.000-04:00

lol Hei Hei

I could never change just what I feel
My face will never show what is not real
A mountain never seems to have the need to speak
A look That shares so many seek
The sweetest feeling I got from you
The things I said to you were true

Isn't it beautifully poetic? it is a song... guess who, my friends, and yes your guess is correct.

My sis is gonna make a perfect cherioteer when she comes to classics. she is way too tiny. and apparantly she has crush on Sean and Tom both. aww. she is gonna join classics.

BRYAN! I forgot to thank u for the conference last post! U R AMAZING! U HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT. NO MATTER WAT UR BRO TELLS U. U R GREAT AND WE ALL LOVE U.. SO DON'T GIMME THAT WIMPINESS!

Courtney is well but Sean ain't.. I feel weird.. I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't have problems with my life... Are we all SUPPOSED to get depressed? Or Am I normal?

and I'm entertained by the fact that Mr.MacLaren never brings his glue gun for me. I got to write on his hand with a marker.

Justan lost... I was one of his supporter... cuz he got me into it, but he lost. And I'm not surprised. He didn't act out too much for the campaign and he even went to conference during the campaign time. O well. at least he had fun at the conference. He looked sad.. I told him to smile and he did... little fakishly tho.

o ya, and just like what I promised. it is the time to tell u my bio test mark.
r u guys ready for this?
*drumroll*
60/100!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!
did u hear that?!?!?!?
GODDAMN 60 percent!!!
lol..
That is just sad... worst mark ever. I deserved it. and I just learned a new way of studying(1.read text 2.read notes 3.make notes 4.memorize notes) so I'll do better in the future. BUT!!! 60 percent?!?!?!

....I'll just crawl up to the corner and start crying now....(sob)

I'm STILL proud of myself for the conference!!! HAHA!! even if nobody's proud of me, I'LL BE PROUD!!!

Goodnight to everyone. zzzzzzzzz

celine's music statue: I could have lied- rhcp

2003-05-07T21:58:00.000-04:00

Conference was a blast.

I loved it. it felt like it was a one big long dream... wonderful dream

I won millions of stuff.. but nobody's really proud of me cuz I didn't win 1st places.. But... I'm proud! lol.
I'm proud cuz I won 7 ribbons. Even tho I didn't get any trophy like Pui did, but I'm still happy with my 7 goddamn ribbons. But it was a bit sad cuz everybody's attention was towards Pui. lol maybe I'm just a bit jealous!

But HA! I'm having a brag section to present my placings from my 1st goddamn conference! I'll feel special after I rub it in MY face! If u don't like me bragging, just skip through this. Just in need to express and feel good!

Cheriot-1st... lol.. I didn't deserve it too much tho! I wasn't the one running! all I did was thinking light thoughts and sing while riding!
Large model-2nd... aww. UTS was way too good. I wonder if they did that without some help from an adult.
History cursus-3rd
History written-4th
Oral reading-5th HEY! u know I deserved better!
Fashion show-5th
Derivitives- 5th

SEE! ha. I have every reason to be congratulated. lol

"RAPE!!!"- the pompom guy..

CHRIS!!!! u r amazing!!! EDITH MUST BE SOOOOOO PROUD!!!
I'll cry for u! tears of joy!
U deserved it! every little piece of the honour is yours. I KNEW it! I KNEW you could do it!
and ur flicking hurts. I wish I could hurt u too. Not that I don't love u... But love hurts.. doesn't it?

Nikhil's av was good.. believe it or not!

Pui! even tho I am very jealous of your beloved self, and ur wonderful scoring( :P), but I'm very proud of you too. Love u always, always, always! HANNIBAL forever!

Cameron! it was amazing! u missed first half of the contest and u still placed! I'm proud!

Benson and Justan... U guys were good! u'll kick ass next year! Our future Chris and Gary! Who do we love more than our mom? EDITH!

JESS! u r nuts! I thought u didn't know a single thing!!

Diana and Alysha! love u guys always for making me such a lovely costume! I'll treasure it forever.. even tho I don't get to keep them!
and Thanks to Maria for making me look like a vicious and scary woman who is totally bloodthirsty.

Pratik and Jason! u guys ARE cool! I'm glad I met u guys!

Daniel! u make me laugh! always! ur shorts! pink! love u always!

Theresa!! thank u! u were always there to cheer me up!! horray!

Cheriot guys!! u guys were fast! It was like a rollercoaster in there. 4 damn years! holy crap! : )

Sam! simply, and honestly! u r amazing! : D

And lastly Tom, thanks for everything. (especially for packing my 2nd place project... I really think it was 3hrs) What would I do without ur support?
But.. try to be proud of me too...
and I'm a happy girl and I'm not violent and evil! repeat that 7 times before u say ne thing! u owe me a tennis match.

Thanks to everyone.. it was beautiful.
I'll miss it. All u big old seniors! try to come bak next year as a chaperon! Wanna do conference with u guys again!

Goodnite. srry if I missed neone.

celine's music statue: Get on top- rhcp

2003-05-03T22:10:00.000-04:00

GUESS WAT EVERYONE!?!?!

CONFERENCE IS TOMMOROW!!!

I SHOULDN'T BE WRITING CUZ I HAVE TOOOOOOO MUCH STUDYING TO DO BUT.. WAT CAN I DO? I HAVE TO EXPRESS MYSELF!

CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE
CONFERENCE

SEE! THAT IS HOW MUCH I LOVE CONFERENCE!
AND SORRY ABOU THESE CAPS! BUT IT IS JUST TOO EXCITING TO ONLY USE LOWER CASES!
GOODNIGHT ALL!

celine's music statue: AROUND THE WORLD!! "around the world, I feel dutiful, take a wife cuz life is beautiful!"-- rhcp

2003-04-30T21:35:00.000-04:00

lol.. I'm getting lazy and also too busy to write blogs everyday... way too tiring. and I was even grounded for a while.. my mom loves doing that. my dad loves grounding too.

Oh ya, and guess wat? I am gonna FAIL!! I repeat FAIL that goddamn bio test. I told Daniel and Tom how I was so good at bio and I love it, but that is gonna become an untruthful remark.
I looked at the test paper, and it was the first time in my life; I didn't have a clue whatever the hell was going on. UNBELIEVEABLE.
I guessed for the half of it, and other half, I think I was too stunned to get them right. I studied hard, but I studied totally wrong stuff. I studied the way things worked and how it works and explanations, but on the test, it was just fill in the blanks with TINIEST details!! I didn't memprize details!!! it was SOOOOOO hard!! and I repeat, first time in my life when I had absolutely NO clue! I even thought of handing in the empty paper! just with my name on it! WITHOUT my name on it!! GAH!!
I felt like crying... You realize, if I get lower than 80, that is a fail mark and my mommy will slaughter me.. unless I burn it in the fire before she notices. I'll die!! And NOW, I HATE I repeat HATE biology. Maybe not; maybe I just hate my STUPID SCIENCE TEACHER!!! And I'll post my mark when it comes up. it is gonna be horrific and it might even turn u into stone when you look at it.

I'm EXCITED for conference! woah! conference! first conference ever! wow! wow!
aww.. I feel sympathies for Chris.. nobody cares about skit..

YAY! Caitlin invited my to her b-day party! I thought she didn't like me nemore! but she invited me! I should "hang"(Alex's quote) with my non-latin/ non-giftie people.. they are precious. Even tho I fit more with latin/giftie people, older friendships matter...

Goodnight everyone! gotta watch some movies I rented out last weekend! I wouldn't have chance this weekend so.. notta bonna... or am I making sense?

Celine's music statue: Eminem- kill you- wow.. he has some problems..

2003-04-28T20:27:00.000-04:00

Woo hoo!

I just saw and tried on my Hera costume, and darn, they were nice! I'm so happy I get to wear those.
I thought my big and FAT earings made out of toilet paper would look bad on me, but it wasn't true. it looked nice.
Sorry Diana, I won't whine anymore.

Science test is coming up... it is a unit test so I gotta study hard!

Conference is coming so quickly.. I'm under panick. I need some cloths. I'm growing like a bamboo tree. I should go out for a great round of shopping. eww.. Gap is becoming really ugly. Now they have these ugly and pukey colours. Well, not the original gap, but gap kids! .. lol I wear gap kids.. regular gap don't fit me..

People are panicking about election. I don't think they should. It is just a thing that you would try out and see what happens! Don't cry over it! Calm down and see what happens! it isn't THAT good! look at matt! it isn't fun at all!
I wanna be in the classics exec, tho. It would be better if I could be like.. vice or prez, but if I'm too young for it, I'd be happy with treasurer/secretary, Conference, or Certamen organizer. Meh. I regret me not trying out for this year's gr.9 rep.

Sugar is magical! it is Beautiful! greatest spice on the plenet!

... I know, bisect is for angles and disect is for bio.. I mess up my words sometimes... I know..

Celine's music statue: Nothing.. just working on my french

2003-04-26T21:15:00.000-04:00

HiHi.
wow, I'm in a very good mood today! becuz of the weather, maybe.
or becuz I was allowed to go on internet and chatting program, becuz my parents were happy with my science test... man, I was grounded.

Today I woke up and I found myself breathing roughly. I was bloodthirsty, angry, violent and harsh.
Well... not really. I just found myself talking roughly, bloodthistily, angrily, violently, and harshily about bloody stuff, violent stuff, terrible stuff, and murderous stuff.

I wondered.
How did I ever become such a bloodthirsty person who talks about DEATH all the time?
Why did I make that death box with that scary inscriptions?
Why, o why do I always say stuff like "I'll KILL U!!"?? even tho I don't mean it? (cough cough)
Why don't I feel any sympathies or fears for the film extras who die as soon as they r on the screen?
Why don't I get scared of those "horror" movies like "I know wat u did last summer"?
Why don't I fear watching that brain-smashing, heart-piercing(literally), skull-bashing gangster movies?
... And WHY after ALL that terrible things I do, and tell, I dream about death and corps, and get shivers in the morning after? Why am I still afraid of death, when I talk about it so much?

I figured after couple hours of thinking throughly..(I know, I'm not a fast thinker)
I was scrared of it. I'm terrified of death. well, not really death itself. I'm not scared of dying. (or maybe I am. Maybe I just want to feel brave about it)
I'm scared of deads, and everything involved with it. I'm scared someone I know would die one day and rot. the idea of a life form, not moving, with eyes wide open, not being able to say anything, and start rotting, is what frightens me. I'm scared. I thought I was saying all these crap about death and killing, becuz I was scared. I want to get away from it by yelling it out and pretending I don't fear it.

I don't think I'm the only one who fear this cycle of "returning to soil".
How pathetic can human be? Wat exactly are we doing here?
Wat happens after we die off?

I am not religious, so I always thought that there was no heaven, nor hell.
I don't have any opinions with it at all. I don't know anything about it, so I decided to ignore it strongly since I was young.
But I pretended as if I was brave and was able face the truth. But I failed. I am TRULY scared.
Well, but on the other hand. If I forget about it, I'm good. I'll live without thinking too much about it.
I won't think about death. I wouldn't run away from it, but I wouldn't waste my time thinking. (but mummies really scare me with the idea of keeping the dead..alive and "fresh", that's why I don't like Egypt too much.)

My mom said that people made their gods and religion becuz of their fear of death, the end. We r nothing compared to the universe, so I guess they were very scared. They needed some good and big and powerful guy who could protect them. Gods. ne ways. that's a different story.

Wat IS lead? is it THAT good? wat good is it? I don't get it, y r people so crazy about it?

tired. gotta study a bit for conference.. that was the longest post ever. I had too much to say.

Celine's Music statue: Our lady peace- life

2003-04-23T20:32:00.000-04:00

Smile : )

Lots of projects.
I think I'm going down in my marks! OH NO! EHEU! OI VEY

Don't have ne thing to talk about. It was just a good old regular day.
O ya! I'm getting tutored by Annia for my french, my shameful and sad language skills, and she is very very nice.
I can't believe she can even stand to listen to my rubbish!

Me: Je.. Je...
Annia: J'ai...
Me: Je.. Je..
Annia: no, not je, J'ai.
Me: Je.. Je..
(both burst out laughing our heads off.)

My Darling tongue doesn't move when it comes to French.. it is a shame that I'm taking it next year..

Celine's Music statue: Nothing.. just sitting.. reading!

2003-04-22T21:10:00.000-04:00

Quick and empty news from Celine...

Leafs lost..
Ma papa is sad...
I'm sad..
Leafs sucks...

Celine's music statue: Never again--- Nickelback

2003-04-22T20:47:00.000-04:00

I am ANGRY!!! I just missed the big special JAMMED concert of Red Hot Chili Peppers!!
Goddamn it!

my mom saw it and she is making fun of me..

mom: o ya, that concert thingy, I loved it, it was so amazing.
Me: mom, did I ever tell u that I hate u?
mom: It was like, private concert. full of spirit. and They played ALL of your FAVORITE songs!
Me: mom.. it really isn't funny.
mom: o ya, and Anthony, he was sooooo cute! o ya, I'm srry, to brag, but I saw the WHOLE thing
Me: (slams the car door)

.. yes.. yes...
I WILL watch the damn 26 episodes of evangelion.. unbelieveable.. 26!?!?
it is gonna take up soooo much space!!.....but, I give up.
WHY!?!?!? I can just read the comic books!!!

Smile : )

I quit dancing. I'm too weak. Don't have much stemina... terrible.
I just die in the middle. I'm good tho. Just can't keep up.

Mr. Jull has some problems.. wat a spaz.

My dad loves Hockey. but just like Chris, I don't like it as much.. but I pretend I like it becuz my dad would get hurt if I didn't look interested...
My dad is SOOO childish..
It is like.. I'm babysitting him.

Tom, I didn't mean to bother u by bursting out my anger on to the blog. But.. I did!
Well, I don't think u should be bothered at all. I wasn't pointing my finger at u at all. U've been a great help to me all along, and u DON'T have any responsibilities to listen to me whining. So.. ya, and I know how CRAZILY busy and stressed out u r, so don't be bothered. I'll punch u in the face with a ring in my finger if u r bothered for absolutely no reason. It isn't ur fault that u don't understand. Only second people know. So let's forget about Certamen, shall we?

I don't know why this is happening but I'm parting away from my friends from my elementary skool...
I don't hang around with them anymore. I hang with so-called gifties... why? why are we spliting apart?
What is wrong with this picture? Why am I doing this?

Maybe becuz I've been called as a WEIRD one in my public school and everyone laughed at me everytime I said something WEIRD... becuz i was quite different. Now, I'm good. I met people who think I am not weird (maybe becuz they are weird just like me!) : ) Now I feel unique, instead of feeling WEIRD.
I finally feel loved. is it just my imagination?

Good night everyone!

Celine's music statue: Power of Equality---Rhcp

2003-04-21T21:00:00.000-04:00

LoL second post of the day.

Question! (it is rhetorical, so don't REALLY answer it.. unless u wanna)
in evangelion! why are ANGELS attacking us? I thought angels were there to protect us!
Why do they look like that? I imagined angels as a very beautiful person, most likely a boy, smiling, with wings!
these guys looks like bunch of robots.
and lastly, where r they coming from!?!? from sky? from earth? from Mars?

srry, that was just my stupidity overcoming!

extremely screwed for Math test.... damn it.

2003-04-21T17:46:00.000-04:00

Hey

Mr.M's Baby is here!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW lol. Chris, I think u r a psychic.

"Reading" Evangelion. I heard that there is an original version of it in comic books, so I went to look for it, in the Comic book store, and the rumour was true! I rented them out, but they are very old and ragged. Gotta use my sanitizer after I read it.. my mom is getting psychotic over SARS..

They say not a single Korean, nationally and internationally, got SARS. And they also say it is becuz we eat LOTS of garlic, and it's definitely true.. I always try my hardest to get rid of the smell in the morning.

Suddenly, I felt another frustration leaping over me. GOD!! I'm SOOO sick of Certamen.
Ambition? I think I'm sick of that word. Tom DOES NOT understand. He was always rewarded for his ambition, but my ambition is just there, for everyone to pity. I was ambitious, until I realized that I was always the SECOND one, and I'm so extremely sick of Benson labelling me less smart. I'm also not in the gifted program, becuz I never got the chance to take the damn test. That doesn't mean I'm not as smart as the ones on that program. I'll smack him if he says that shit again. I'm gonna study damn hard, and also a bit of myth. And I will win. I think this whole idea of making a power team, is just a bullshit. I'll try out for the executive, and I'll change this whole power team deal. I want everyone to have fun. I don't want neone to be discouraged and scratch their heads wishing they were on the POWER team. We won enough this year, and winning is no longer a deal. We will win next year anyways, Banting is dying. We'll raise strong juniors and we'll win. But I don't want people to feel like they were labelled in anyway.

I'm calm..
wow, that felt good.

It's spring! euge!
I'm glad! I wouldn't want to go to conference in the blizzard!

Mr. M's baby's name is Dane Matthew McLaren! aww..
I used to know a Dane once, and he was the sweetest little boy ever. He left our skool tho.
I almost forgot how he looked like. He was my friend and I almost forgot already.
Well, I guess it is just the way the world works; I don't remember a single friend from Korea.. but they were all my closest friends at one point. My past is fading, and my mind is commanding me to forget about the past and keep my eyes upon the reality and the future. Maybe my mind is right for making me live everyday without hesitation. Maybe my heart is keeping the past in the compact disk and hiding it from me. Whatever it is, I know that I shouldn't lose my past, my history. I promise my heart that I won't.

: ) Carpe diem to u all.

Celine's Music statue: Bohemian Rhapsody--Queen

2003-04-19T21:24:00.000-04:00

Aww..

Evangelion was good. but it was too confusing. maybe becuz I didn't watch the series and just watched the movie.
Too dark, tho... too gloomy. I like happy stuffs better, I guess. but mostly, dark stuffs are more artistically developed.
... chris isn't "anime"... wat is he talking about?
Daniel doesn't like it, and tom likes it, so he watched all 26 of them, and he expects me to watch all as well.
I seek a gr.9er's opinion, yet none of them is "anime"..

went to Lake Simcoe. it was beautiful. My dog was sooooo happy to be outdoors. She hadn't been to a single park since the year of 2002.
I picked up a piece of ice from the lake. It cut my fingers quickly,cuz it was sharp, but before I screamed and threw it away, I felt it melting in my hand. I smiled an evil smile, and I watched that small chunk of ice, melting, melting, melting, by ME! It died! I killed it!! HA! beat that!
It was crying, I thought. It became water, becuz it started as water. Just like the fact that we will become dirt, becuz we all started out as dirt.
but the best part of the whole story is that... IT IS SPRING!!

lol

This easter is going well. I don't celebrate it, but I could really use this long break.
But on the other hand... I like skool.. I actually love it...
If daniel was here, he would yell "then MARRY IT!"

Ahh.. Sleeping is good.

o ya, and I decided to include my music statue from now on. becuz everybody else is doin it..
hey! I'm not a follower! I'm... just an imitater!

Celine's Music statue: RHCP the righteous and the wicked

2003-04-17T21:40:00.000-04:00

ahh... fresh long weekend with 4 damn days... all for me... ahh...
I'll sleep through this damn thing
I love sleeping

I want to go to Rome.. I wanna go and breathe in the air, and try to find the smell of the ancient people, people who were "Gone With The Wind"... I'd walk through the ruins, singing, humming...I'd meet the ancient souls, smiling at me... They dissapeared, but their touch, breath, and their blood still remains all over the city... I would sense a beautiful yet bitter melancholy as I do so...

Ok.. let's not get too ROMANTIC here... lol I love doing that...

... My parents are smokers.
One day, when I was in gr.7... I changed my backpack from the new one to the old one...
next day, at school I opened a pouch on my backpack, and I found... a pack of cigarette. A lighter included.

I was panicking. I put it back in, and I went home to yell at my parents.
Gad... My backpack felt so much heavier with me realizing wat a terrible crime I was commiting.. "No tobacco in school property.

Crazy..

Tired... gonna watch Avangerion... if that is how to spell it.. animes are good.

2003-04-16T20:43:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone.

I'm extremely busy, but I have to blog, becuz I skipped it yesterday.
Blog was calling me.. whispering to me... blowing in the wind for me...

I told courtney to come to certamen victory party, and courtney said "but we didn't win!"

......

Courtney is having very hard time and she is so depressed, it is even stressful for me. unbelievable. Cheer up, Court!

My gym teacher is a big bitch.. crazy..
She doesn't think my shoes are running shoes.
she is gonna call my parents. watever..

I like my english teacher tho. she is a good teacher. (compared to Mrs. more? woah.)

Vercingetorix is wickedly cool

2003-04-15T20:51:00.000-04:00

[4/14/2003 6:29:06 PM | Celine Song]
lol...

necrophilia means sleeping with a dead person... eww... didn't need to know that...
lololololololololololol what a crime...

I went to legacy to film my goddamn geography project. Ah... the legacy signs with a rabbit and a handsome boy brought up a bundle of memories from the back of my heart...

It took forever to edit it, but it is still good. I love my part. I walked down the forest trail... forever, it seemed, as I talked endlessly... well I ran out of things to say, but I just improvised. I almost fell on the ice while shooting. Lotsa fun!

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.
Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
The names Lincoln and Kennedy each contain seven letters.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.
Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both were shot in the head.
Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln.
Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners.
Both successors were named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.
John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names compromise fifteen letters.
Booth ran from the theatre and was caught in a warehouse.
Oswald ran from a warehouse and was caught in a theatre.
Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.
A week before Lincoln was shot he was in Monroe, Maryland.
A week before Kennedy was shot he was in Marilyn Monroe.

I'm SCARED!! ARGH!! wat do I do!!??!!??
TOO much coincidence!! I'm scared to go to bed!!

Think I'm getting chubby for the cheriot.. I'll try not to eat my sweet sweet mango sorbet before I go to bed.. and I promise I would exercise (cough cough)

man... played floor hockey in gym, and I suck... I was like waving the stick, trying to hit the ball, yet it didn't touch it once.
Sad... How sad is it to have a free soul, yet a dull body!?

When I go to loblaws, I always grab one gumball to keep it in my mouth... it is a habit. I wonder if that is shoplifting... but my mom knows, and she takes one sometimes.

Gad, my english play was just plain bad. I kept stuttering like our good old Claudius, but I took control afterwards...
My group didn't have enough people yet we had to play the scene where ALL charactors had to be there saying couple lines... disasterous.

Is it THAT fobby to carry my cell phone? or is it becuz I'm asian?

I bought an earring, and I thought it was a girl sign used in biology... but after I wore it to school, I started to have doubts. Courtney pointed out that it was a GUY sign used in biology... ARGH! Man. now THAT proves my masculin power, tom.

Geez.. my dad is yelling like crazy downstairs... at me? nope.
but at the television. He is watching hockey.

O, did I mention that Red hot chili peppers are DA best?
I'm listening to it, so... ya. Believe me. Have some faith in me.

My sis: Celine! u r so cruel and inhumane!!
Me: Shut up, winnie, u said that 80 times just today!
My sis: Celine! u r so cruel and inhumane!!
Me: Winnie, I beg you.. plz stop and leave me alone and go away
My sis: Celine! u r so cruel and inhumane!!
Me: MOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!

yes. I AM the mommy's little girl who can't do a single thing like folding underwears without her professional help.
Winnie was being especially annoying today! geez!

[4/12/2003 9:08:25 AM | Celine Song]
ARGH!!!

man.. I was quite emotional yesterday.. well, it is good to let things out of my chest.

But.. if i was destined to lose, and puiyan will be always there to kick my ass, why did I even bother going to practices everyday?
WHAT A WASTE OF TIME!!!!! ARGHARGHARGH!!!!

.. for fun, I guess, but I don't know if I will have fun when I know my fate like my palm...

I feel like I'm being selfish. I should be glad all the seniors are happy and excited!! man... selfishness is overcoming me. I'm too proud..

My sis went to dance yesterday. So many boys asked her to dance.. aww. She has 2 boyfriends... aww.. or..??? lol
I feel jealous!
I used to be better with guys, but now I always find some kind of ugliness from every guys I meet and flirt with...
geez. that sucks. Why can't I find a decent guy?? Man... I feel jealous again. Well, I'm soooo happy for Winnie.
It was her first dance ever and she loved it!

my first dance experience was... well, bad...
Guy I had crush on was dancing with another girl, and I rejected other guys becuz I was too pissed.
lol. I'm too pissy wissy!!

My graduation prom was great tho. Wonderful experience.

I felt like shit yesterday... cuz my mommy was all mad because I had 4 years to go in classics without a single medal.
I cried lots. man. if I could only put all my tears I shed all night into a tear vessel, I'd be politically successful in Roman days.

Still unhappy and I feel like I have a big fat rock in my stomach. Can't breathe well.

Bloggin is good..

[4/11/2003 7:17:25 PM | Celine Song]
Salve!

Well, yesterday was Certamen.. we didn't win... again. My mom isn't too happy... It isn't like I don't know my stuff. it is just that I'm a bit slower than puiyan... yet I'm faster than other schools. I had fun.. but I would've had more fun if I won. I thought of all kinds of ways to win, without studying harder and getting stressed out, but... nah, no hope. If this is keep happening, I don't know if I have to bother to study like hell. Maybe I should just slack off and let fate decide. But... I am supposed to be the one keeping the "Dynasty"... I don't know if I am even IN the "Dynasty"...

Well, what I said up there wasn't correct. We did win. We one all three goddamn trophies. We brought it back. But no honour for me. I think i am extremely angry at Justan. It was a terrible thing to do. Just leaving us like that. for some fricking leadership camp. He should know by now that "leadership" camps suck like an elephant ass.

I'm extremely pissed at Jason. He was annoying as hell. He was like "wow.. I wish I was in puiyan's team" "wow, can we even make it to the second place?"... so I told him to shut the hell up. He made me sick. If he wanted to be on her f*cking team, I mean, go for it, u loser. And he sucks like hell. I know he only had a week notice and all that, but if u want to be on the f*cking "power" team, then be ambitious and study.. I pretended I wasn't pissed because of the peer pressure. Didn't want to look like I was pissed. I even smiled and said I was having fun. I did have fun when I was answering questions though.. I wanted this certamen to be one of my best certamen, but apparantly it wasn't.

Pui yan was amazing. She is very good, and I'm glad everyone is extremely proud of her. Good for her. Ha! I'm eating dirt.

However. now things are almost back to normal and I can concentrate on my school stuff. I should hang around with Caitlin and Leah more often. Haven't gone out with them for like a month. Too much classics. I never thought I would say such thing, but I think now I can say it. Maybe I'm just too emotional... but it hurts my self esteem to see myself drinking mud for the second time.

I'm glad Raymond was there. Everyone was having the time of their lives, while I was pretending like a mask. Raymond was there and he understood me... He knew I was pissed secretly. It wasn't that I wasn't happy for our school, it was just that people who I thought were like a big fat family, seemed so far away from my place. I will smile anyways, all the time.

Feel like crying against my pillow... maybe I should do that.

[4/9/2003 6:19:20 PM | Celine Song]
Hello Hello!

Well, I'm blogger all of the sudden. I was reading chris's blogs.. and it made my blood flow faster through my vein than ever before.. then I thought to myself;
"I am going to be THE blogger."

aww.. one of the most teary and heart warming moment of my life. thank u chris.

My writing skill is getting worse. Unbelieveable. I can't spell. I used to be the greatest speller of all time, but now, I'm just lost.
My fingertips would tangle as I try to spell my word, and I'll get terrible mark on my english... and I would cry... eventually.

My sis just came in and she gave me a doll made out of a flower... aww... now it is getting cold becuz it is sitting infront of the window. She is a flower girl and she is holding a shopping bag- shopping girl.
I'm so happy. It just made me smile.

Vindex is da coolest name!! it sounds like that famous window cleaner!!!

man. finally I'm gonna miss that mindless gym for once, and it is my self defense test day... wat do I do!?!?

I don't know about u, but mango sorbets are THE best. they are so good.

finally, we r going to certamen. u won't believe how long I've been waiting for this!! last certamen was great!!!
I'm quite excited. yet, our teams changed so often lately, it is so confusing and weird. I hope we do as good as we did last time.
I'm actually glad to be in this group. I doubt that we will win, yet we'll have more fun becuz we all get to answer as equally as possible. I love latin and my love of it will never stain or change. I'm extremely glad we have bunch of seniors to look up to. I thank them millions. Without them classics would be a bowl of mango sorbet without sugar. I'm enthusiastic, yet not as much as I was last certamen... don't know why tho. I'll get sugary and excited by then when raymond is here and all that. We should have started practicing earlier... Yet tom is way too busy and I understand it fully. I'm seeing lots of different sides of Tom lately. Strange. Probably becuz I'm getting to know him better. I'm so glad he is there for me and classics. Daniel and Tamara look like they are getting along. Chris is an amazing guy, but he just needs more confidence. Like me! lol.. I'm way too confident.
I don't know why, but I can become a whiner when I sit around with seniors... probably becuz I was never the youngest, and I hoped dearly to be the youngest when I was a little girl.

Am I that little? Why am I a little girl?!?

I'm hyped up for Mr.Maclaren's 6th baby!! yay!

Aww.. tired. gotta study more.. Certamen is.... tommorow... uh..oh.. I'll be fine... or... will I??...